I am just confused right now.Why is everything seems to be chaotic ? Why is everything seems to be not happy for me? Why must I go through this where as I have done alot of great things but it seems that it wasn't being appreciated. I am confused now,confused. I thought you have threw it away but I guess not, after the stories I've got, both the negative and positive and the truth and lies too. Yes, I will wait for you til you confronted me. Why now? Why now then you felt that way towards me ? Why wasn't it the time when we can sort it in a matured ways? Why now? I am confused.Wait, I rather say, I am having mix feelings.

Why am I writing all these down? Well, I myself have no answers to that. If you feel that I am referring to you than I guess you start thinking why am I writing all these down.

Why cant I have new friends ? I thought that is what you want me to do all this while? Get more friends you've said, and I did, but you seems unhappy for me. Why? Aren't you happy for me? When you have a new friend I just kept in my heart that you will be happy.I gave all the happiness you want already but I ignored my happiness for you.I received the stories that you tell to someone, and I kept thinking about it. Doesn't it sounded the same when I tried to treat you nicely last time and you ignored me totally? Doesn't it sounded the same for my part? I guess we will have a talk one day.No worries,since you felt something is wrong than,I will wait for you to confronted me. I guess now you know who am referring to. Lastly, you didnt know how much pain I've gone through just for the sake of you. P.S : I am not angry,just confused.


tears on my whiteroses at 3:28 PM